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The squarest grave I've ever seen. [Jun. 8th, 2008|12:52 am]
Luisa the friendly ghost.

Deja died about an hour after I came home from work today. We all sat around him and petted him and told him how much we love him ... I said "You're such a good boy, Deja.", he tried to reply but couldn't really make any noise. He's always been a talker..

"Love you buddy."
"You're such a good boy."
"Ready to go inside ?"
"Yeah, didn't think so."

Sometimes he would follow me around the house .. I'd offer him food, he wouldn't eat, I'd turn on the faucet for him, he wouldn't drink .. I'd set him down in bed with my mom and he wouldn't lay down .. he would watch me walk to the door and I'd say "What's up buddy, you want to hang out with me for a while ?" And he would mow at me and jump down off the bed. I'd lay down in the hammock with him on my chest and he would purr and talk to me for a while and then fall asleep. Up to the very end he was the same loving, spunky, talkative kitty he's always been. He was the best fucking cat anyone could ever have.

... And this is what he looked like just before he died:


When you have chronic renal failure your kidneys can no longer filter out all the toxins that come into your body, so the toxins stay in your blood .. and then collect other places and do damage. They cause ulcers that turn to dead tissue, they could cause swelling behind your eye, for example .. put pressure on your brain, push your eye out so far that you can't close your lid, and then your eye crusts over and the tissue dies. They make you nauseated, your body uses up so much water trying to flush the toxins out of your system that you become dehydrated, constipated as a result .. you loose your appetite, and not eating makes everything worse. Essentially when your kidneys can no longer handle the load your body withers away and rots around you.

This is a good reason to be very careful when using antifreeze, witch is a common poison that effects pets. Its also a good reason why someone who, say, soaks meat in antifreeze and puts it out for animals to eat, should be slowly and brutally slaughtered and spend the rest of eternity in hell watching their own body decay around them.

[User Picture]From: magnex
2008-06-08 07:34 pm (UTC)

Which one was it?
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[User Picture]From: angelmeatpie
2008-06-08 11:29 pm (UTC)
Thats terrible someone would do that...I'm sorry for your loss. :[
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[User Picture]From: thefifthelement
2008-06-13 02:53 pm (UTC)
What a dear, sweet boy! I hit "random journal" this morning instead of "friends page" and ended up here. It was a bit surreal to start reading because my black cat is also named Deja. Wishing you peace in this time of transition. Blessings, The Fifth Element
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[User Picture]From: nevinai
2008-06-18 10:05 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: death_spoon
2008-07-09 12:25 am (UTC)


I'm so sorry about your cat!!!
That's horrile- my he rest in peace.

My cat actually has neurological damage caused by the Harts Flea medication. The nerve gas in it gave her a stroke and she hasn't been the same since.

Anyway two off topic things: I notice you have a Nochnoi Dozor (I forgot "Day" in Russian... D:) icon! I love this movie! Nice to see another fan.

Any the other thing:

Hello! I am hopefully not being rude or anything~

I don't know if you remember or not, but you signed up for attendance to go to a Lolita meet in NYC back in February.
At the time, the date was still up to debate, but it has been settled to be on one of two days this month.
Due to my own negligence and reasons stated in the current post, I haven't posted any reminders between then and now- however since there is still interest in the meet, it remains a viable event.
I transferred all the original names to the new list, but many people have not confirmed their attendance.
If you would be so kind, I would appreciate it if you could reply at the post if you are planning on coming or not.
If you are unable to, it is understandable <3
The Original post is here:
The New post is here:
If a name isn't confirmed for attendance, I will have to assume the member is not currently on LJ and isn't coming.

Thank you for your cooperation!
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